What to Say When She Says, “I’m Autistic.”
March 04, 2024
By: Wendela Whitcomb Marsh, MA, RSD
Categories: Self-Advocates, Families, How To
“Mom, I’m autistic.”
It was 1992. My eight-year-old first-born child, assigned female at birth, was holding a magazine article about an autistic girl. As a special education teacher, I knew a little about autism, but only a little.
What was I supposed to say?
I might have asked, “Why do you think you’re autistic?” and then listened.
I might have said, “Let’s look at that article together and talk about it.”
Either one of these responses would have opened up a dialogue, and I might have learned something. Sadly, I did not go that route.
What I actually said was, “Oh, honey, you’re not autistic! You’re just smart, so the other kids don’t understand your interests. But you can’t be autistic, there’s nothing wrong with you!”
I still cringe when I remember that all-too-brief conversation.
It would be over a decade before I learned how wrong I had been. Back then, we’d never heard of “late-diagnosed autism.” When we heard “autism,” we pictured nonspeaking little boys who flapped their hands and loved toy trains.
Maya Angelou wrote, “Do the best you can until you know better. Then, when you know better, do better.” Now, I know better. I understand that when I said, “There’s nothing wrong with you,” what I was saying was that there is something wrong with being autistic.
And that’s just not true.
It still hurts my heart when I meet autistic women who have been treated the way I treated my own child so many years ago. When they finally open up to their family, friends, doctors, or therapists, they are met with disbelief, disdain, dismissal, and even laughter at their expense. They have masked so well, their autism is missed and misunderstood.
First, before anything else, pause. This was not easy for her to disclose to you, and she deserves a thoughtful response. Thank her for her trust. Listen and show that you care without judging. Then, your response depends on who you are. What is your relationship to the woman who found the courage to tell you, “I think I’m autistic”?
If you’re the parent, partner, or friend of a woman who says, “I’m autistic,” your job is to believe her, love her, and support her.
Don’t say:
Do:
If your patient or client tells you she thinks she’s autistic, don’t rush to judgment.
Don’t:
Do:
If you have discovered that you’re autistic, I invite you to love your autistic self. You’ll find other late-diagnosed autistic women who have a lot in common with you once you start looking.
Don’t:
Do:
As I write this, my first-born is in the next room. It’s been 30 years since I heard the words, “Mom, I’m autistic.” We’ve come a long way. Although it was hard at first to accept the diagnosis, today we wouldn’t change a thing.
My hope is that when a woman in your life finds the courage to say, “I’m autistic,” you’ll be better prepared. She’ll thank you for it.
And if you’re the one who’s autistic, congratulations! You’re in good company.
Wendela Whitcomb Marsh, MA, RSD (religious studies doctorate) (she/her) is an award-winning author, sought-after speaker, and autism expert specializing in late-diagnosed autism. She is the founder and CEO of Adult Autism Assessment & Services, a neurodiversity-affirming group practice hiring autistic clinicians. Her books include Recognizing Autism in Women and Girls, and the book series, Adulting While Autistic. Her late husband and two of their three children were diagnosed as autistic later in life